Satsang, the Avatar and the World

Recently returned from a kind of initiative activity in Cuba, which, unlike previous kinds of undertakings, was inclusive of a direct experience of relationship with the Avatar. About that is what is truly important to share with you. Such activity is driven by personal desire, even if to some extent rooted in a compassionate energy. Having David in my life and moving with that in confrontation with the world created an intensification of personal psychological pain; but then this is intimately related to the infilling of Bliss which is available in Satsang with David.

Mother’s transmission of Shakti, though David, is generating a pantheon of physical sensations and emotional surges which constitute my understanding of the experiencing of Bliss. To the mind, in time, it is a process of clarification whereby seeing already existing unification with David as the Absolute occurs. In the duality of my existing condition, there is an intimacy rather than a cut between Bliss and personal psychological pain. The fact is I am full of desire, my desire, though it is Desire manifested Absolutely as Mother’s Play. Its a bodily experience to the core, seemingly to feed a bottomless pit of satisfaction leading to the pain of un-fulfillment. Bliss though, is an infilling, not something to seek and grasp and try to hold, for that would be another thing, and of mundane temporality.

Just before going to Cuba I attended some days of Satsang with David in Arizona where much clarification and acceleration was manifested in tasting knowledge-bliss. Being with him is being with an enigmatic paradox that is fascinating and alluring. He is a “somebody” too; but an individual clarified, left clean and innocent by the Absolute, going on as a vehicle of Shakti for the hungry desire of the world of people to love and be loved. It feels totally absurd not to spend as much time in his immediate company as feasible. I am feeling this is the full meaning of Satsang. I also intuitively feel my connection to David as I engage my desire in the world of social action. What is to be done with this madhouse of a world? Well something, but we had best not be attached to getting results, and with that, maintaining our dispassion and discrimination. Ultimately the mundane world is transformed by grace manifesting in the existence of enough individual beings such that there is a radical transformation of humanity. I feel therefore we need always to be with the Avatar and as much as possible in person.


I enjoyed reading this. It is also wonderful to witness your transformation and see your divine radiance flowering as I did in July. You mention desire in your blog. Desire is such an interesting topic. With David it seems all desire is Her desire. A unification and outflow of love from the heart. It appears to me at this time that Love surrenders unto itself, thus desiring its very own self....feeding on itself. Maybe this is what is meant by the serpent eating it's very own tail and the figure 8/infinity. Thanks for sharing and being part of this magnificent family mandala. Namaste!!!!