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By Sananda 8 years 8 months ago

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Hello friends wanted to introduce myself to this great community just letting you know Im here to share a bit of my personal life and to learn from you all and to help you in anyway I can, Im open for all critics thoughts comments of the journey Ive had (you can read it at my bio) and yes although some things may sound hard to beleive well they are true I tried to be as sincere as possible, I cant talk about any of this to people over here apart from my girlfriend because they are closed minded but I know you are open for anything, I know Im not here by chance but rather I am here by the Grace of David.

Unity, Love and Wisdom to you all!

Jesus Salas,
Tampico Mexico

By michael ortega 8 years 8 months ago

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Recently there were technical difficulties with the audio and video transmission during internet broadcast; nevertheless, the Transmission that mattered most was not only NOT interrupted, but palpably much stronger!

This was very instructive to me and it leads me to ask if I can ever be "offline" and not "live" w/David Spero?
Once you've been initiated into this Shakti that seems to be a compelling question. What if I could be online all the of the time?

I tried this recently. I sat down to meditate in a dark room and I postulated this, that I was online, live with David and that I was connected to his blessing. Immediately it happened-- the flow of Shakti filled my entire being.

I have noticed that if I just stop and attune at anytime, that it is possible to locate a current that descends through the top of the head. Of course, there are variations in it's strength, but it began to dawn on me that maybe I've been able to locate this energy for a long time, but I didn't take cognizance of it. For sure, David's influence is crucial as an initiatory and awakening power, but isn't this power also native to my consciousness and my heart?

I just have to believe it and have faith that its possible. That seems to be more than half the battle. The senses are so conditioned to outward movement and flux; they rebel against returning to the source. It's like Pascal said something like, "All evil in this world comes from one thing alone, a man's inability to sit still alone in a room."

Sri Aurobindo said,

"In this yoga all depends on whether one can open to the Influence or not. If there is sincereity in the aspiration and a patient will to arrive at higher consciousness in spite of all obstacles, then the opening in one form or another is sure to come. But it may take a long or short time according to the prepared or unprepared condition of the mind, heart and body; so if you don't have the necessary patience, the effort may be abandoned owing to this difficulty at the begining. There is no method in this yoga except to concentrate, preferably in the Heart and call the presence and power of The Mother to take up the being and by the workings of her Shakti, transform the Consciousness.
The more the faith, the more rapid the result is likely to be."

David Spero is a Real Master. May coming into his radiating field of Shakti rip away the curtains of ignorance and let the sun flash into the room.

As always,
profuse gratitude.

Michael

By philringo 8 years 9 months ago

May 13, 09
I first attended David's sessions about 14 months ago.
Personal stuff is male, over 60years and retired.
I seek Truth wherever I can find it which is hard to find because of my culture as a disenfranchised American. i.e. - I'm worth less than a million dollars.
I want to share with you a recent experience which sums up my connection to David.
Last Friday, May 8th I attended the 7:30 PM presentation in Palm Springs.
Now my experience with bliss has been limited and I really did not understand what people were talking about with extended experiences with a blissful condition. It had taken me several months with David to reach any kind of bliss in meditation but I knew meditation was the key.
My blissfulness was always short lived and soon ended just past David's front door.
I felt bliss of a different intensity Friday and was aware that it was staying with me.
I had a busy Saturday planned with another participant of David's sessions and we met about noon with a schedule of hooking up with a local meditation group and pot lucking it to the mountains to visit the"green mana".
Now, I understand that these were ideal and different circumstances i.e.: being with spiritual people, being in nature (the mountains) and meeting with an interesting character who lives totally self sufficient in a tee pee at the base of a mountain.
Normally, for me, it would have been nice, but no big deal, right.
Wrong, I felt an intensity of the bliss within me growing exponentially ALL DAY LONG.
When it came time for me to leave for home I was very emotional.
I cried the 40+ miles back home. Tears of pure joy.
Tears were starting to dry up and I picked up David's book "Beyond the place of laughter and tears" and read a passage on Divine Mother.
I started sobbing uncontrollably for some time. Tears of absolute bliss and sadness at the same time. I slept the most peaceful 5 hours in years.
I awoke Sunday very aware that the bliss was still with me. I was thrilled. I exercised and decided to go back to the mountains by going up a route I have never taken, in my 5 years in the Valley, toward San Diego.
I stopped for water and rest. Closed my eyes and could see wave after wave of bliss and love wash over me. I realized at this time that waves of sadness were also present. So I could see that sadness, bliss and love were washing over me endlessly, all at the same moment. Filling up does not apply here. It was endless, Primal, ever present.
I realized that this is constantly washing over me and that I need only tune into this constant vibration which will be with me always. This is who I really am. This is who we really are.
There are no word or deed that could express my gratitude to David for this journey.
Phil Ringo

By Abha 8 years 10 months ago

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April 14, 2009 - Internet meditation: In the Intensive a few days ago, David took us out of our body during the meditation and since then, my meditations have been more focused above my head, more outside my body. Tonight, after a very ecstatic online meditation, as David talked about letting go of each experience and the fact you will find that you never existed….I suddenly realized, I don't know who is meditating any more. I don't seem to know who David is either. The relationship has shifted. Meditating now, I am taken up and away and sense that David is there, but it's a very quiet bliss, outside of sensation. I don't feel as emotionally attached. It is a bit disconcerting but is also, a perfectly quiet bliss. I feel truly outside of the self I knew. I guess that I have to let this go too....A half hour later after a walk, when I close my eyes my whole body feels like it is vibrating slightly, almost like a fine humming sound. Above my head is the focal point of attention, a very quiet bliss. Compared to other meditations where afterwards, I have a sense of having reached a stepping stone, a resting place, tonight, the meditation is still going full blast but in a very quiet way. Looking at David's picture now, His eyes are Mother's eyes. Beyond feeling, my heart is His heart.

April 22, 2009 -1 day after the Internet meditation - Meditating at home: As I get a small glimpse of who you truly are, the overwhelming compassion and love, my heart just cannot contain that immensity and I am suspended helplessly. After what seems like a very long 15 minutes, you come and dissolve me into That cool bliss of eternity, where I can rest.

By michael ortega 8 years 10 months ago

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I just recently drove to Los Angeles to sit with David. It was the first time I have sat with him in person and been totally open and surrendered. The first time I met him, as I have mentioned previously, I was defensive and angry and distrustful. Now I understand better. I am sure that much more understanding lies ahead of me, but as of now, I understand enough to know how amazing and rare this gem is.

I think of all the crazy L.A. hustle and bustle going on outside, as we were hidden away in a small corporate style meeting room. Nobody out there knowing that in that inconspicuous building was a Master, dispensing the greatest gift you can ever receive. A gift of Spirit-Power that baptizes and initiates one into true devotion, profound stillness and bliss. I couldn't believe it; The transmission is so powerful and deep.

Now I sit here breathing, feeling the Spirit-Current, the Shakti as it descends through the top of my head. I have become more quiet and still. Like sitting in the presence of a beautiful exotic bird, only a foot away, not wanting to frighten it away. All of the ways I normally leak energy through speech and movement are held in check: I don't want these diamonds to fall away from my heart. It is the greatest treasure in the world; the open-secret, the gift of the Master.

It feels like I've received more results than I would have had I undergone a year of therapy. Bare minimum, I have received a healing in opening up the Heart Chakra. It feels like a cool, blue energy, or it's like walking in the forest and coming upon one of those areas where there is a sudden increase in oxygen. Fear and anxiety are lessened. Meditation is still and pure. I went not projecting any expectations, or hoping for anything, except feeling some blissful Shakti but... this is infinite, special, big, beyond time and space. How many adjectives could I use? None of them are nearly adequate. There is absolutely nothing I could say or think here that could possibly be new, or sufficient.

Satsang is crucial. It is the esoteric teaching. Everything else is parables in a labyrinth of delusion.

I hold these diamonds now and stare at them in amazement. They are filled with Ma Kali's Love-Bliss. I will stay up all night looking at them under moonlight, again and again

"I can abandon God, but I would not forsake my Master.
God is not the equal of my Master.

God has given me birth into this world.
My Master has freed me from the cycle of birth and death.

God gave me the five thieves.
My Master freed me from them when I was helpless.

God threw me into the net of the family.
My Master cut away the chain of attachment.

God ensnared me in desire and disease.
My Master has freed me from this by initiating me.

God made me to wander in the illusion of doing.
My Master showed me my being.

God hid himself from me.
My Master gave me a lamp to illuminate him.

Above all, God created this duality of bondage and freedom.
My Master destroyed all these illusions.

I offer myself, body, mind and soul
At the feet of my Master, Charandas.

I can abandon God, but I can never abandon my Master."

-Sahajo

Thank You.

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