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By Stephen 2 years 6 months ago

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Recently returned from a kind of initiative activity in Cuba, which, unlike previous kinds of undertakings, was inclusive of a direct experience of relationship with the Avatar. About that is what is truly important to share with you. Such activity is driven by personal desire, even if to some extent rooted in a compassionate energy. Having David in my life and moving with that in confrontation with the world created an intensification of personal psychological pain; but then this is intimately related to the infilling of Bliss which is available in Satsang with David.

Mother’s transmission of Shakti, though David, is generating a pantheon of physical sensations and emotional surges which constitute my understanding of the experiencing of Bliss. To the mind, in time, it is a process of clarification whereby seeing already existing unification with David as the Absolute occurs. In the duality of my existing condition, there is an intimacy rather than a cut between Bliss and personal psychological pain. The fact is I am full of desire, my desire, though it is Desire manifested Absolutely as Mother’s Play. Its a bodily experience to the core, seemingly to feed a bottomless pit of satisfaction leading to the pain of un-fulfillment. Bliss though, is an infilling, not something to seek and grasp and try to hold, for that would be another thing, and of mundane temporality.

Just before going to Cuba I attended some days of Satsang with David in Arizona where much clarification and acceleration was manifested in tasting knowledge-bliss. Being with him is being with an enigmatic paradox that is fascinating and alluring. He is a “somebody” too; but an individual clarified, left clean and innocent by the Absolute, going on as a vehicle of Shakti for the hungry desire of the world of people to love and be loved. It feels totally absurd not to spend as much time in his immediate company as feasible. I am feeling this is the full meaning of Satsang. I also intuitively feel my connection to David as I engage my desire in the world of social action. What is to be done with this madhouse of a world? Well something, but we had best not be attached to getting results, and with that, maintaining our dispassion and discrimination. Ultimately the mundane world is transformed by grace manifesting in the existence of enough individual beings such that there is a radical transformation of humanity. I feel therefore we need always to be with the Avatar and as much as possible in person.

By Gayle Lee 2 years 6 months ago

David, in love with you, I am
As outpourings of you
Lighten up and set free
Outpourings in me…

Ah, to feast no more
Upon the endless crumbs
Of Karmic french fries
A never-ending, perpetual “Lasting Supper”
Bite after sterile bite
Chewed up and swallowed
To what end?
A bitter belly…

One that lusts to know
The hearty flavor
Of its own sweetness
It is its deepest longing
Its forever yearning
For that one provocative taste
Into the sweetness river flow
To forever end
That masticating process of me
Trying to re-create me.

Labor no more
On this Labor Day.

Now, set free, I am,
To simply melt into the stream of The Mother
Given and received in your loving Presence,
My dear friend David…
Ah, to be enveloped in the swoon of it all
Filling up and becoming its deliciousness.

Something so new, so fresh
So revolutionary, so powerful
I want nothing more, and nothing else will do
The Darshan of you
Is the Self in me
Whelling up, drinking deeply
The Milk of the Mother
The only food that can nourish my soul
To explode into own sweetness of divine rapture.

By Gayle Lee 2 years 6 months ago

In the bliss

Of it all

I sit.


In its pervasiveness

To seep into the

Cracks and crevices

Of the ordinary,

Transforming them

Into golden droplets

Of pure essence.


I float

Into the rivulets

Of its grace

To know myself

As This.

By BHAKTI8 2 years 7 months ago

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I had the most powerful and magical 4 days of my life at this final retreat in Sedona. Deep Deep....so deep, full rich meditations. Tantric visitations at night of divine Mother caressing herself in ecstasy through my body. Who could have ever thought this possible. I had read stories in the past of such experiences but never dreamed they would be happening to me. Even though experiences come and go and clearly are not to be clung onto......they leave a beautiful fragrance of divine light and love infused into my being. The highlight for me was on the last day in meditation I had a vision...like a movie. David brought to me my earthly mother who had passed several years ago. She and I were often at odds with one another due to my refusal to limit myself to Christianity and religion. He had her by the arm. She was in her full radiance. David's face glowing with light. He brought her to me and I heard her say, "I am so happy for you that you have found this radiance". It seemed all was healed between us at that moment. I cried....and am still crying for this gift of love and healing. Also, when the retreat was over we hung out until the end. I had wanted to say goodbye to David but was not able to because he was with others. So I walked to my car a little bummed. But just as I was placing my items in the car getting ready to go, I turned my head and there he was inside of a car. His face was glowing and his eyes were like giant blue oceans of light and love. He was smiling at me waving goodbye. Full and complete. That is what this teaching is about. It does not get any better than this. And even though I usually end up having some deep residual emotions come to the surface after these intensives, I know I am being fully supported and meticulously guided into full radiance. He truly cares about each one of us and our happiness. Jai David!!!!! We are so blessed to have this grace filled teaching. Namaste!

By gabriel5779 2 years 7 months ago

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Its Been couple days since the retreat here in sedona so i believe I'm purdy well integrated enough to say that , I'm here nowhere a blissful self , thats it :) Happy <3 .. David presence was so healing for me the darkness that has daunted my navel area emotional center for eternity is much lighter.. Thank you David and Orley and everyone that made the retreat what it was.. Namaste